Showing posts with label Babcia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Babcia. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Living My Reality. Not Pretending



It feels like it's been quite some time since I last had the inkling to come here and express myself here on My Empowering Miracle. It has been over two months since my last blog post.

I assure you that I am safe and that all is well. At the same time, it's time for me to be completely real and transparent, maybe more than I ever have before in my life.

You see: Growing up, I always loved to make people feel good, to inspire their spirit and raise their vibrations. Some things don't change. I still love to do that, in what seems like a completely different, yet similar way. But, I would place my needs and wants last. I would be the guy that wanted to make others feel loving and warm, yet deep down, I felt that I was unworthy of my own love and attention, that my own needs and wants didn't matter.

I was inspired to pen this new blog post after coming into contact with a beautiful soul named Cindy Turner, who has recently released her new book: Losing My Breath: From Loss To Transformation, in which she shares her journey after losing her 20-year-old daughter Chloe unexpectedly in an accident.

People come into our lives for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. Depending on wherever you may be on your own path, your higher self and soul may share with you early on in the interaction why you were meant to connect with that individual or at least give you a strong impression. All is took was me reading about a dozen or less pages of the book to find this passage:

"My therapists and spiritual guides kept my healthy and whole. I valued them for helping me to deepen my experience, while staying grounded in my life and for keeping me in check, making sure I was living my reality and not pretending."

So yes, I am a creator. I love to create. At the same time, I have to come clean and confess: I have been afraid to create and afraid to write over the past two months or so. I let the illusion of what was going on in "real life" try to take my focus away from doing what I love and enjoy. That. Stops. Now.

I incarnated here to be able to express my emotions, feel my feelings, and allow myself to express my vulnerability. It may have taken nearly 34 years to get to the point last summer, where I was ready and willing to begin doing that, when I chose to undergo chemotherapy as part of my healing.

I was stripped naked spiritually and was given the opportunity by the Universe to feel my pain, to begin loving myself on the deepest of levels, and beginning to co-create heartfelt conversations and relationships for the first time in my entire life. It does not get any more raw and vulnerable that two people sharing their journeys together in that kind of setting, how they came to that particular present moment, while holding the space for one another during a time of transformation, with an inner knowing that the best is yet to come, including the realization that I was already healed in God's eyes. It would only me a matter of time before I began to see and feel what he saw when I saw born 35 years ago: that I was whole and complete just how I was.

My teacher, my mentor, my guardian angel Wayne Dyer shares with us the following, a message that is even more profound now than when I first saw it: "Would you rather be right or happy?" Acknowledging my own mistakes and learning from them, forgiving myself and others, the releasing of any expectations of any kind, learning to love myself and others unconditionally, while not seeing myself as separate from God all have been instrumental in my own healing.

So, I thought I was brought down to my knees before. I thought that one could only be spiritually stripped naked once in a lifetime. I. Was. Wrong.

I had emotions and feelings that I still bottled up, that I had not let go of. Pain from previous relationships. Trauma from past lifetimes. And yes, I was also operating on a subconscious level, through old default programming, limited behaviors, and mindsets that were not even my own, but from generations long ago.

You see, for the majority of my adult life, until just about a month ago, I was operating my life from a perspective of "What's in it for me?" vs. "How may I serve?" I was placing the majority of my energies into acquiring and chasing, never feeling a sense of completeness as I was.

I took everything for granted. People. Relationships. Money. My own love. And most importantly, my connection with God and Spirit.

I was never happy. I felt that I was never enough. I felt I had to continue to prove myself. On some level, I felt that just "being me" wasn't going to cut it. I was that blinded by my ego.

 I was shown that I had to take full and compete responsibility for my life. I had to. That was part of the healing process. By owning the fact that I had created every experience, in one way or another, would be essential to me in taking my next steps forward, maybe the most important ones on my journey.

I was being granted the chance to make amends. To do everything a different way than I did before. "To walk down a different street," as Wayne Dyer refers to. It was shown to me that I needed to take full and complete responsibility for my life.

God, Spirit, my angels, and grandmother were helping me, brick by brick, to rebuild a foundation for my new life, one that would be based on unconditional love, integrity, respect, and compassion for all of humanity, a life that would be Spirit-run, a business that would be Spirit-driven, something that my soul had wanted, but the Earthly part of me thought would never be possible.

I took on a position as a part-time After School Teacher here in the Buffalo area for the summer. Instead of placing my full focus on the happiness and joy that I was beginning to feel for the first time in my entire life, my ego was giving me reasons why this couldn't work out out. How much (or "how little") I was making. The number of hours that it was "taking away" from my publicity and social media work. I was telling the Universe that I wanted out by the end of the summer, that I "didn't see myself there" before the end of August. Guess what: I was given my wish. About one month ago, I clipped the curb leaving my apartment parting lot, busting my tire. Thankfully, I was OK. But, I had to call into work. The next day, I received a phone call saying that it wasn't working out. For the first time in my life, I was fired from a job. Not voluntarily parted ways. But let go.

So, for close to three months, there was various experiences, blessings, and life lessons that were happening. That brought me to the point of a full surrender. Spiritually. Emotionally. Financially.

Things go have a way of working out when that happens, because you fully acknowledge that what you are facing is beyond your control. You give it all to God, Spirit, your angels, and your spiritual team to provide the best solutions. My friend Arron, whom I had worked with in collections for close to five years, assisted me, along with an angel named Guy, who came out of nowhere with the proper tools, in putting on the spare tire for my car. Before he Arron parted ways, he gave me a copy of the Bible. This time, I knew what was happening here. I could not scoff at this. This was God's way of showing me what to do.

I had spent so much time invested in worrying whether I was going to fail or succeed, controlling relationships, how much I was making/going to make, and being afraid of getting close to new people coming into my life, being afraid to let love in, and to receive anything that was attempting to flow my way. This. All of this. Could and would not survive in the new paradigm of my life.

So yes, my life had to crumble. That was merely what I knew. But what if, from this deconstruction, something even more beautiful could be born?

I was learning the importance of being grateful. For what I had in my life. A teacher who took her a lot of her time (for which I am eternally grateful for) showed me the significance of letting Spirit lead me to the next chapter of my life.

I have been following my inner guidance over the past two weeks, something that I am still getting used to. It actually feels really good. By doing this, several powerful shifts have happened within my life.

A friend of mine in Minnesota told me that Jai-Jagdeesh, the well-known singer, chanter, and yogi was coming to Unity of Buffalo, as part of her Revolutionary Love tour. Her chant, Et Ong Kar, had cracked me wide open to a level that I never felt, a chant that changed my life forever when I first heard it in May at the Hay House I Can Do It event in Toronto. I went to the event thinking it would be a concert. I was wrong. It was a Kundalini yoga get-together. I didn't bring a mat. The Universe was definitely bringing me out of my comfort zone. I could've run away. But I didn't. I stayed there. Picked up an extra mat. And went home for the first time in years. This was how I was going to be releasing what I was holding back. It was painful, but also energizing. It reminded me that anything is possible. That I am unlimited. That I am infinite. That I could finally release this. And that it wouldn't involve reading any more books, watching any more YouTube videos, speaking to any other gurus. It was simply a matter of feeling. Then releasing.

After the event was over with, I connected with Jai and set a powerful intention for the rest of my life, one that I know the Universe heard on that Full Moon evening, surrendering all end results and outcomes to Spirit, knowing and trusting that it would indeed turn out even more beautifully than I ever imagined.

I was guided back to go to Unity of Buffalo with members of my soul family last Wednesday for their International Day of Peace festivities, which included an evening prayer ceremony, a delicious pot luck dinner, walking the sacred labyrinth in their Peace Park, a night of theater, as well as closing the evening by signing John Lennon's Imagine. On this day, one year ago, I was here at Unity. One year after completing chemotherapy. Where I began to move forward. 365 days later, I was provided the opportunity to do the same, but this time, knowing and feeling the truth. Through the theater group that came into Unity that night, I learned that the pathway to peace was by being my authentic self. I was ready to now do that.

I had lived my life feeling that I would let people down. That I would offend someone. That by being myself, in some way, shape, or form, things wouldn't go "according to plan." But whose plan? My plan?

I have now since realized that whatever visions I have seen or felt for myself, if they are meant for the highest and greatest good of my soul, will indeed take physical form. Some already have begun to have. It is more important now for me to remain completely humble. For everyone and everything. Expecting nothing. Merely putting out energy of love wherever I go, placing my connection with God and Spirit first and letting everything else fall into place the way it's meant to happen.

I have seen and felt, just from the past several days, what you can see and feel when dropping your facade. What happens when you let love in. When you allow your heart to soften. When you let your guard down. When you surrender control. When you just. Show up. Know that whatever is presented to you that you are ready for. You can take the time to let your ego tell you that you aren't worthy. Or you can beat yourself up more. Or a combination of both. But honestly, what would that do?

Do I have all of the answers? Nope. Am I still rebuilding? Yes. And I'm not afraid to say that. I choose to acknowledge just how far that I've come vs. seeing myself as "broken," "shattered," or any other similar words. God doesn't see me as broken or shattered. So why should I? God is unlimited and infinite? So, why shouprofould I spend time believing any illusions that reflect the opposite.

I now choose to use my love, my power, along with my skills and my gifts that I was blessed with to empower humanity, not just myself. I choose to be grounded, balanced, and centered. I allow myself to give and receive. I allow myself to be happy and joyful, just for the sake of being happy and joyful. It's still a bit difficult at times for me to place myself first, especially by looking at the commitments and responsibilities that I have, but I trust that I am getting better by the day. My soul was always leading the way for me, and I strongly believe that that it is even more so now.

I am thankful for what has been shown to me over the past several months, especially the last few weeks. I simply place my faith, my trust, and my love in the hands of my grandmother, who has been watching over me since she made her transition a little over three years ago. She showed me that I would have miracles and wonders coming my way. She reaffirmed that last June. My Empowering Miracle does not have an expiration date. I have learned that My Empowering Miracle...is...me.

Sat Nam. Namaste.

Wednesday, July 20, 2016

A Full Surrender: A Time To Love Yourself And Heal Your Inner Child


Earlier this week, for the first time in my life, I picked up and held a child, as one of the little empowered souls and Earth Angels that I am blessed to watch over asked me to.

I can admit: At first, I resisted. I froze. In my tracks.

You see: Many of us on social media take the time to post the "bells and whistles" of our lives, when things are going really amazing and awesome. But honestly, how many of us out there actually allow ourselves to be vulnerable and speak their truth when we are faced with perceived challenges and obstacles. Without judgment, I've seen many empaths and lightworkers "close up" or be afraid to show that side of them, thinking it will make them look broken in some way, fearing they may lose clients, make their image or business look bad in some way, or a myriad of other things.

Guess what: You are spiritual, but you are also human too. If you are petrified of expressing your emotions, feeling your feelings, or being vulnerable, you are truly holding the space for yourself. How can you do that for others if you cannot do that for yourself?

So, I can come clean: There has been many perceived triggers, challenges, and obstacles that I have experienced over the past several weeks. I have come far enough along the path to know that this is all for a reason. The wheels aren't falling off. It's quite possibly the biggest breakthrough of my life. All of these things, as they do for each and every one of us goes back to loving ourselves. And yes, I have been struggling with that.

Through various messages I have received and various messengers that have spoken directly to my soul, there has been a shift that has happened. In order to fully allow myself to receive the love that is meant for me, in all forms here on Earth School, I have to fully love myself and let go. Not 50%. Not 75%. Not even 99%. But entirely. And for whatever reason or another, I was having difficulties with that subconsciously.

So, yes, I hesitated at first to pick up this little Earth Angel. I froze. But a few moments later, I picked up him. I looked at his face and saw such a beautiful smile. His soul was so happy and free, which I felt through his energy. The gateway to his soul said it all.

That was the Universe's way of telling me that I can now pick up my inner child, without judgment, shame, humiliation, guilt, or fear, look him in the eyes, and tell him "I love you."

I can admit: I don't have all of the answers. I honestly don't even want to ask many questions anymore. Flat out: I just want to be. I choose that. This spiritual awakening and journey that my soul chose to walk on is as difficult or as easy as we make it out to me...and I no longer choose for it to be hard or tough. I release the need to no longer push, force, or coerce, consciously or subconsciously. I now choose to love myself and let all of the other chips fall as they may.

So yes, judge if you will. Call me "Mr. Softee." Place a label or judgment on me based on years of limited thinking or subconscious beliefs that went back generations before I was born. You have every right to do that if you wish. But guess what? I believe that the more I am able to be myself, the more I love myself, and the more I trust in myself and the process, the people that are meant to stay on my path will and those that do not serve my highest and greatest good will dissolve completely. So yes, even those who irk you, upset you, or piss you off serve his/her role. They help to crack you open to the unconditional love that you are even more.

I continue to remain grateful, grounded, and humble and know that this is not the end, but in truth, a new beginning, one that my soul and all parts of my being have wanted for the longest time. Angels, Babcia, God, Universe: I am your vessel. Do with me as you choose. I am here to serve humanity as you direct me, which comes from my loving heart...one that I now choose to fill up with my own love. From this, only good is here and only good is coming.‪

Monday, July 11, 2016

Spiritual Guidance & Healing Sessions For Those In Need


For my entire life, beginning at a very early age, I was told by people that I had positive, loving energy. I always knew that deep down, but did not truly realize the gifts within that until Spirit and my grandmother spoke to me last Wednesday night.
I have blessed with some of the greatest teachers that any soul could ask for. Each and every one of them reflected back to me the unconditional love that I always was, which was perpetually clouded by the collective ego: judgment, shame, guilt, fear, and all lower-level vibrations.
I always knew that I had a message that wanted to get out, one spoken from my heart, one that was fully guided by Babcia and through Spirit. I was not ready for that.
Instead, I chose, on some level, to refer to myself by titles that, in truth, felt good, but didn't feel like they were my true authentic self. My energies were wonderful, but they were always split off in multiple directions. I have learned, through this journey that I chose to walk on, that where your energy goes, your attention goes and vice-versa. I have also seen over the past several months that I can manifest at the speed of light. It's not just a spiritual cliche or affirmation. It's the truth.
I now know that I am truly ready to use what I have learned through my spiritual journey and every experience in this lifetime for the greater good of humanity, to be a sacred vessel to hold the space of others, and to honor the downloads that I have received this month and put it into the Universe effective immediately.
I am proud to announce that I am entering the next chapter of my soul's journey, as I am now offering my services as a spiritual guide for those in need through one-on-one phone and Skype sessions. I have been asked to get myself out of the way (which is an incredible feeling), to focus on the service of love, and to make this cost-effective for everyone. 
Following the instructions from Spirit and from my grandmother, I am offering anyone who feels that I can be of service to them in this fashion a one-hour private spiritual guidance and healing session for only $70.00 (through August 18th).
Now, many of you are familiar with my journey in some way, whether it be through Monday Night Mayhem, Soul Luminous Radio, Empowered by John, as well as through My Empowering Miracle. Some of you may not be familiar with me at all. You may be learning about my work for the very first time as you navigate my blog, for which I am grateful for.
The knowledge and the tools that I have acquired over 34 years, that I am deeply grateful for, I now wish to share with the world, but more importantly, I choose freely to give my positive and loving energies to those who are in the midst of a transformation, whose spiritual awakening is seeing them morph from being inside of cocoon to that of the butterfly. And yes, Babcia and the rest of my spiritual team will be present with each transmission of love and healing.
You are welcome to contact me via e-mail (at JohnMasiulionis@gmail.com), via Facebook (under John Masiulionis), via Twitter (@EmpoweredByJohn) to book your session. If you feel that anyone you love, care about, and/or know could benefit from my energies and my love, please forward my information to them or share this blog post on social media, should you feel guided.
Know that you will not be judged. You will not have any emotions or feelings projected upon you. You will be held in a sacred space where the light of the Universe and the love of our angels will be leading the way in this, as I have asked Babcia and Spirit to flow fully through me from this point onward.
I will still be offering my services as publicist to those empaths and lightworkers in need, again following the guidance of my grandmother and Spirit. When you are given many gifts while here on Earth School, it's important to not only give freely, while allowing yourself to receive, but also to not suppress any of your talents. I no longer wish to do that. 
Your support has meant the world to me. I can admit, even though it may not look like it on social media, I too have been struggling with clarity to a large degree for quite some time. I no longer feel that is the case. I welcome the opportunity to serve, to make a lasting impact on the lives of those I help, heal, and inspire, and to be myself, to be John, while getting myself out of the way and letting Spirit guide me in 111% of everything that I do.
Thank you Babcia. For everything. Together, we can and will make a difference. It has already begun. So it shall be. So it is. Sat Nam. Namaste.
Your loving grandson,
John

Friday, June 3, 2016

My Empowering Miracle: One Year Later



One year ago, my entire life transformed. My grandmother revealed to me something she told me months prior: that miracles and wonders would be on their way. It may have come in an unexpected fashion, but My Empowering Miracle was revealed to me.

I always wanted to love myself, but I didn't feel I could ever feel that happiness and joy. Call it unworthiness, call it limited beliefs/old programming, call it the story that my family, for many generations, kept telling themselves, that I, in some way, felt was mine to carry.

I was always an emotional guy. But, I was afraid to truly be with my pain. I was afraid of expressing my emotions, especially to women. I was afraid of feeling my own feelings. And yes, I was afraid of being vulnerable. Petrified. A lot of this was unconscious, but was being brought up to the surface so that I could finally move on.

Over the past year, Babcia has blessed me with incredible angels on my path, whether it be personally or professionally, whether it be with someone whom I only had one conversation with or someone who became a dear friend and member of my soul family (once again). I cannot express enough the unconditional love, gratitude, and humility that I feel for all of you on my path, especially those who came into the equation from one year ago today to this very present moment.

I have experienced many blessings and life lessons along the way, regarding faith, trust, health, finances, family, worthiness, guilt, judgment, shame, abandonment, etc. This ogre had many layers, just like we all do. Whatever no longer served me, I had to let go. Before I would let the Universe do that for me. Now, I am choosing to do more of that myself, in co-creation with the Universe.

I was given the opportunity to reaffirm the perfect health that I always had, the love that I always was. There were illusions that came into the equation, which I could have easily bought in one way or another. From November onward, through daily spiritual practice, I instead chose to affirm that I am love, that I am the Universe, that I am perfect, whole, healthy, and complete. Babcia knew exactly what she was doing when she placed mirrors of that on my path: Robert Tremblay, James John Malaniak, Ken Jablonski, among many others.

My grandmother provided me with divine guidance one year ago, divine guidance that may be the biggest sign of faith and trust I may ever experience and feel in this lifetime. From that point on, based on what she told me, I had an inner knowing, one that has grown larger and larger, as I have chosen to take the next steps forward on my path of service to humanity. With what I have seen and felt, and with a full faith and trust in God, the Divine, and my higher self, I could not and would not go back. My purpose here is that important. My heart is so full of love. I knew I was being prepped for something amazing, experiences of love, happiness, and joy, would begin. It was merely up to me to make a simple decision: that I was worthy of being part of those experiences, feeling that love, happiness, and joy.

Many of you who have known me for a while know my soul's connection to Dr. Wayne Dyer. I was blessed to interview Serena Dyer and Skype Dyer on Soul Luminous Radio during the early years of my spiritual awakening. I felt a profound connection to his message, knowing in some way the work that I was meant to do was along the same scope and that I was placed here to help, heal, inspire, and serve countless souls, in a similar, yet different fashion to Wayne. I had seen me meeting Wayne at one point in time in this lifetime, in the physical realm. Unfortunately, that would not come to pass, as he transitioned last summer.

But, something quite beautiful happened when I was in Toronto, Ontario, Canada for the Hay House I Can Do It event at the Roy Thompson Hall, more of which I share in my new #HangoutsOnAir. I knew within me that this weekend was going to be transformative, but at the same time, I went into this weekend, for the first time in my entire life, truly detaching myself of all end results and outcomes of everything.



I had the pleasure of meeting Saje Dyer, one of Wayne's other beautiful and talented daughters. I had the opportunity to share with her a little bit about me, but more importantly to personally thank her and her entire family for the kind and loving man and the beautiful soul that was and will forever be her father, as well as to thank them for the work they continue to do for humanity. Saje asked me a question during the course of the conversation, and in that series of present moments, it felt like Wayne's presence was truly there. I was being given an opportunity to reaffirm not only how far that I've come, but also the direction that I am now choosing to walk in every day. Could I have chosen to look back and go that way? Yes. But, when one has walked the path that he/she has walked, your soul knows better than the collective ego.

So, just as I made that promise to Babcia one year ago today, that I've honored and believed in, I made a promise to Wayne in Toronto: that My Empowering Miracle is being written and is being shared with the world (and will be more so in divine timing), that I will utilize my journey not to replay the old, not to stay in a loop, but to help, heal, inspire, and serve others around the world who have gone through similar situations, so they know that through faith and hope that you can heal anything in your life, that I may be used as a vessel of service to humanity wherever I am called, and that I choose to remind myself daily of the love that I am, that the only two things I choose to have flow within me is love and forgiveness.

One year ago, the Universe gave me a clear sign: It told me "John: You can finally love and forgive yourself." For that, I am eternally grateful. And I know I will not let the Universe down. All I have to do is be myself, be love, and let the Divine do the rest. Babcia: I thank you. For everything. I know you will continue to guide me as I continue to move forward and make wonderful strides in my life.

I know, that in divine timing, my wife, son, and the family I create will be revealed. I know California will be calling, just as it's begun to do so ever so subtly. For now, I rest in the perfection that I am. That right now, on June 3, 2016, that everything...is...perfect.

Keep a spot in heaven reserved for me. But, there's still work to do down here, much fun to experience, and much more love to be and feel.

With all the love I possess. I remain yours God.

Your humble and loving son,
John

Monday, May 2, 2016

Accepting My Divine Assignment: I Am A Teacher

Two years ago, my grandfather made his transition to heaven. He was forever united with my grandmother. Dziadzia and Babcia, the conditional love that they were, both individually and as a sacred union, were together again. On the surface, May 2nd was a "sad day." There is truth to that. One cannot deny the human side, expressing your emotions and feeling your feelings. But from even the most difficult storms, tragedies, and or trauma, some of the most blessed miracles in our life can be revealed.

You see, I always wanted to be a teacher. I knew, in divine timing, the message of "My Empowering Miracle" would be turned into a book, however that looked, whenever that happened. I knew that I would be spreading my love, speaking my truth, and sharing my ideas all across the globe, however that looked, whenever that happened. God knew that. Spirit knew that. The Universe knew that. My grandfather knew that. And yes, so did my grandmother.

So, I was given an assignment from heaven, one my soul and higher self told me that was a "requirement," no questions asked. I was given the opportunity to have an essential component in my healing begin to take place today, May 2nd. No coincidence. There is no such thing as coincidences.

I was being given the chance to learn how to have fun. Yes, I know that way look foolish when you read this status update, but somewhere along the way, I forgot how to. I was being given the chance to learn to ground, something I felt always escaped me and seemed so difficult. I was also being the chance to spend time reconnecting with my inner child, showing love and forgiveness to the little me that still resides within. I was being given the chance to be introduced to a setting that I will be finding myself in very soon. And yes, I was being given the chance to spread my love, speak my truth, and sharing my ideas...in quite a unique, yet profoundly beautiful way.

Even though we are all students and teachers here on Earth School, I took the next step today...and became one in the Earthly realm: an After School Teacher at a local child and adult care facility here in the Buffalo area.



Today, I was called "Mr. John." Today, I helped the children make special bracelets. I even made one for myself, made of hearts, as you see above. One of the little dudes in my class was playing with a Rey Mysterio action figure. Imagine that? Thus, I shared with him how I hosted a wrestling radio show. Yep, even when I try to "get away" from wrestling, it always finds a way to remind me to say "Thank You" to it. I even told the kids that, before they went to sleep tonight, to tell themselves out loud one thing that he/she loved about themselves.

One year ago, my life may have looked like it was about to fall apart: spiritually, physically, personally, professionally, and financially. Fast forward one year later: Things are completely different. I am blessed to be working alongside several beautiful and talented lightworkers through Empowered by John, my health has continued to improve (with the intention set for the next levels of perfect health already being placed out to the Universe), my connection with God, Spirit, and my angels is the strongest it's ever been, and this wonderful new position of service to humanity.

Do I have all the answers? No. Do I have a laundry list of questions? Damn straight I do. smile emoticon But last night, I told my higher self and my grandmother that I was truly ready to be happy, to have fun, and to live my life. No quantification. No finding out how. No searching on how to do that. Just being. Being the love that I am wherever I am.

So who knows what else I will learn in this magical adventure. Maybe some field trips to the museum or the zoo. Maybe recreating the Yoo-Hoo playground scene from Adam Sandler's Big Daddy. Maybe a board game or two. Maybe I'll even teach the kids what "Namaste" means.

Quite honestly: I don't care to know, even if someone told me how the whole thing will go down. I allow myself to receive every moment of this experience with unconditional love, grace, and dignity, knowing that my health, my wealth, my inner child, and the 34-year-old me in this moment is and will continue to receive healing energies beyond definition as a result of this divine assignment.

Thank you Dziadzia. Thank you Babcia. I am indeed one step closer to honoring my promises to the both of you I made before you both transitioned. Thank you for giving me the the strength in my heart and in the mind, to allow me to see the truth of why I was meant to be here. From this, only good is coming. All is well. All will continue to be well. Miracles are wonders are not only on their way, but they...are...here...right...now.

Namaste,
"Mr. John": After School Teacher Of Love & Forgiveness